Jungle Drums

So many things on my mind.
So much considerations.
So much insecurities.

Try and will them to go away,
To take a hiatus till my exams are over.

Hypnotise me. Make me believe I'm dreaming.
Make all these go away when I finally wake up.

But no. This is my life.
I can't wake up one day to find my problems solved for me.
I can't wake up one day completely different.

I too wish to have a smooth sailing life.
Just study, and not to worry. Eat and be merry.
Happy and cheerful.

Nope. Wun happen.
Guess I will have to keep up the pretense and
set up a bigger barrier.

I dunno myself that well anymore.