I went down without a fight. It may yet prove to be my best way out yet.
I saw her in office today. But again I was trying not to pay any attention to her.
Smoke/toilet/bank/smoke/let my friend sign document/smoke and poof she left office already. Wow I used 2 hrs to avoid her. My ex-love-of-my-life then appeared in office, and I saw her MSN background. New uncle looking bf who earns a ton and her smiling happily. Ugh. Disgusted.
Din feel like staying in office, so I cajoled Mabel to go shop @ Vivo. mabel shopped for her white esprit jacket and bought a pillow from the supermart then Galvin called. We then went to pacific coffee's and had some cake and waited for Galvin. Shopped for Galvin's shoes and took a lift from his friend soon after that. Bought a cheap tie. Fugging cheap. twelve bucks. next time remind me not to buy branded ones.
Saw her online, and naturally she din talk to me, nor me her. I am prepared to give her all the love in the world, but she just doesn't want to open the gates to her heart. or rather, she increased the number of monsters in the moat of the castle to her heart.
周杰倫 蒲公英的约定
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我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情
sibei apt.
| 张震岳 只是朋友 |
我的直觉发现了你的冷漠 我的听觉发现了你不诚恳 我们之间也没有什么承诺 为何我听不下去你的解释 我和他跟你的关系也许不一样 你和他 我爱上你这句话说不出口 好想逃离难懂复杂的问题 看他自在轻易的让你高兴 不想听你亲口告诉我结局 你和他在朋友眼中就该相爱 我离开 我想得到 你的温柔 而不是听你说他的一切 我的身份 只是朋友 要的不多 只想爱你 就结束吧 这种想法 就当做一个傻瓜爱上美女 我的身份 只是朋友 看到你快乐 我也甘心 我爱上你这句话说不出口 好想逃离难懂复杂的问题 看他自在轻易的让你高兴 不想听你亲口告诉我结局 你和他在朋友眼中就该相爱 我离开 我想得到 你的温柔 而不是听你说他的一切 我的身份 只是朋友 要的不多 只想爱你 就结束吧 这种想法 就当做一个傻瓜爱上美女 我的身份 只是朋友 看到你快乐 我也甘心走开 |
我可能永远都找不到这个问题的答案了吧。说不定可能连朋友都当不成了。这样也好吧，要努力赚钱。有了事业，幸福就可能来的比较容易吧... for now, i will seal up my heart and my feelings and whatever useless stuff that's causing me to lose focus on my job. useless sentimental fucker.
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