Jungle Drums

Now I know why I sleep late everynight. I am afraid of dreaming. I am scared to see what my mind wants to show me. Good, bad... I can't face it. I'm afraid I'll dream of diana, I'm more afraid I'll dream of ying. I don't want to miss diana and I don't think I ever will. I just don't want her to pop into my dreams and spoil whatever I've tried so hard to do to get over the pain. I don't wanna dream of ying coz if its positive, itll just give me hopes. If negative I'll feel really down. I want to give her more love than I did diana. I miss her.